Why love is not for me?????

Why love is not for me?????

i feel someone around me..but there is no one.i think someone is there for me laughing together but there is no one...

                       Is to fall in love we need and luck.or something else...

                       I thought of someone will be there who cares for me,someone who seat behind my bike and we eat ice cream.but here is no one.
                         I feel someone will sit in front of me and i draw a portrait of her..but sadly again no one.

                                     

                   I always think One day You come to seek me and after that you will grab my hand and say "I love you"                                but when i think about such dream second thought came in my mind "did it really happen??" 

                               because now i am 22 and still not having you in my life,

my precious mysterious girlfriend.............